On our last 50 m, my dad asked to move up into my heat, so that he could race against me. He had that "Harding gleam" in his eye, excited for some family competition. He dived out in front of me off the blocks but I made sure to beat him. Our coach seemed to find our banter funny, as she was giggling when we finished up. Beyond the friendly competition, I had some "aha" moments.
The pictures have little to nothing to do with my points...
Those old habits are buried underneath layers of all the new things I've learned and as I get tired, the layers start to peel away. I start entering the water across my body, it gets hard to keep my elbow high and I don't glide as much with each pull. Basically I start swimming how I used to swim In life when I either try to do too much or don't get enough sleep, my life skills revert and get ugly too. I sometimes see this in friends as well, who with good intentions, want to give their children lots of good skills and experiences but get too busy and stressed in the process.
Do it for as long as you can do it well, then take a break and come back to it refreshed.
Best to learn it right the first time. Bad habits are hard to break...but they can be broken, there is hope.
I LOVE the dolphin kick. It's seriously so fun! I've never tried it before and I'm glad I haven't because I came to it with a clean slate. My coach showed me the proper motion on the first day of swim club. (Originates in the core, really roll the hips down to the toes in a fluid motion.) I picked it up quickly. One reason for this is I had no bad habits to break. In fact, I'm progressing quickly in the breast and fly for the same reason. Freestyle is a lot harder because my stroke is so ingrained in me. It's like someone trying to teach you to walk differently, when you've been walking a certain way for years. Not easy. But not impossible either. I am learning and changing, teaching my brain and body new habits. I felt this principle in our first year of marriage. I felt that the habits that Adam and I set that year were going to be important. We had a clean slate back then. Fortunately in life and in swimming, there is still hope to break bad habits, it's just harder than setting them right the first time.
To be fast in the water, you need to be relaxed and take advantage of the glide and recovery.
Sometimes I forget that and I think that if I give more effort, I'll go faster. Only effective effort makes you faster. Slugging it out like a panicked, drowning person isn't fast and it isn't effective. I know this because in the races where I'm calm and relaxed and smooth, I always have a faster time. Whereas when I start forcing it and stroking too fast, I tire and end up being slower because of sloppy effort. Trouble is, I keep forgetting this principle. Like this morning in the pool, I wanted to be fast and forgot to be smooth and relaxed. In life, I am at my best when my efforts are used at things that help me move closer to my goals and when I take advantage of the "recovery" phases. In my life, this looks like making sure I have some "down time" each day so that when I need to be on, I'm on.
Improvement comes little by little...sometimes it feels so meticulous it's ridiculous!
I catch myself doubting these little improvements. Like when my coach says, "roll a little more in the water", I think sometimes, "can a little more roll really make a difference?" It takes a certain amount of trust too, to believe that small changes here and there will really add up. I sometimes think, "oh, the way I'm doing it has gotten me this far, no need to change." But that's not the way to improvement. I need to let go of old ways and trust in higher wisdom.
I only improve as a swimmer, when I'm willing to make these LITTLE CHANGES.